Past, Present and Future

Feeling little weird today. May be because, in 10 days I will be engaged. and in 2 months will be married. I am happy but am sad too. Am scared, very scared of disappointing everyone. My whole life, I have been trying to satisfy everyone, my family, my friends, my loved ones and that's the reason now, am so scared. Scared like hell. I don't want to disappoint anyone, I don't want to get disappointed myself.

Past is past, right? When someone's not affected my past then why on earth am I affected so much? Why am I so sensitive that I can't handle the simple truth? I am tired, really, tired.

For once, I want to be happy. Really happy. How? I don't know... I just want to...

Am so happy...

Happy for no reason.. It feels so good to fall in love.. Uff!!!

First day, first job

Tiring and exciting. Yes, that was the first day of my first job. Although, nothing much happened today. Just the formalities, submission of documents as every government organization is very strict about the documents. From 10 in the morning, all we did was sit, chat and submit our documents.

Our training starts tomorrow. *excited* They will be telling us all about our bank. Let's see, what happens next.

Bye for now, I am tired!!
Ciao

Happy Khichdi!!

Okay, so today's Makar Sankranti and I thought that let me wish everybody A Very Happy Makar Sankranti.

Today, I am really missing Gujarat, coz there's just "dhoom" in Vadodara, with all the kite flying, sweets, songs. It's total fun in Gujarat today but as I am not there. I am missing it terribly.

Anyway, thought that from now on will be more regular.

Happy Khichdi, once again!!

Ciao!!